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| not too sure whether i want to get an apartment and work in either philly,jersey,new york...or make more money by workin close to home, my kinda job isn't around maryland and dc...but i'm sure i can find work here..but if i work and live at home, i'll be sooo bored cause i don't know anyone round here..and i know i wont be down to drive 2hrs every weekend ..i mean dont get me twisted i'm definetly NOT planning on stay at home forever, atleast a year, so i can get my money right....i plan on going somewhere far for grad school maybe atl  or cali or something, who knows just leave it to God let him do him juknow???
y'll remember Ghost City Djs and their one song "My Boo"..it went like "at night i think of youuuuu i want to be you lady baby, if your game is on gimme a call boo"...yo that's my shit i remember when i hurd it...6years ago damn thats a long ass time..remember renne by lost boys too, i was in nigeria when that chune came out..damn i'm gettin old | | |
| SHOOO!! GOOD 2 MAD DEM...BADD MAN NUH TEK BADD UP BADD UP, NA ONE AH NAME MATTERHORN AKA BOOM CHUNE AKA MENTALLY ILL AND READY FI KILL...ok lemme stop being hype, its too boring for that!!, anyway my first log in of the year..someone told me that this year is the decidin factor for my life..i'm like duh u aint no fore-seer(sp)i'm graduating this yr.and starting the jobby job thing ofcourse its the deciding factor!..but i might get this gig(job)around here maryland but i dunno i'd rather work and live away from home, so i'ma have to look for jobs round ny,nj,philly
lookin through my old cds/tape collection found this tape of old chunes(old in the reggae world) its like chunes from like 98-99 it had the volume and doorslam riddim i was killin the bruk up...that tape brough me back, back when ward21 went madd up demma sey "real thug niggas ave badd man diplomat, black bulletproof toyota tacoma, gangsta we don't play"..that chune is tuff right there, anyway that was my tape, only God knows what happened to that cd..its the stone love 7
tomorrow is my homeboy cheddi's courtdate we find out if the state gonna drop the charges or charge him of hindering an investigation, damn my nigga better not get locked up
spoke to shalynn, can u believe it??shalynn of all people today..wow me and her are like the craziest couple that never became a couple, she told me she loved me back in 2001..then said she wasn't in love wit me jus in love with the thought of being in love , then she came back again, then left, then came back..now she back again..now i did my share of leavin and comin back also...we'll see how this one goes..i aint gonna front i was kinda hype "i think i might wife her you know prada boots, rocawear suits,white nike her" | | |
| hope eryone had a good christmas, i got a digi cam you know what that means!!more pics of me on my bp page..actually no i took most of them off so, well then just more pics of my ugly ass..so my christmas was good the whole fam is here so i'm happy, although at a certain point i wish it was jus me and pops against, cause me and him are the same, we are like dont worry bout me i'll be fine and we both dont stress lil things, but with my mom here its eat this, wear that..i'm like yo chill!!but still glad she is here, glad they all here
haha it was funny my sister went madd sick when she found out how much i be buying them jerseys, and got more shocked when she found out my parents dont be giving me money then she jus got confused when i tried to make her believe its money from a school jobyou know work study??..anyway found out the more kids i went to high school with play college football, these are kids i used to pound!!!  and i'm not playin, its like a bunch of them it really hurts tell you the truth ...so i decided to look up some semi-pro football teams, that i can play for they got a few in jersey...but that'll mean i gotta change my body again!! in my final yr of h.s during the season i was 255lbs but i was injured for the season thts why my college dream was shattered anyway...i've managed to lose majority of my football weight now i'm down to 215...so if i wanna go back to playin the sport since i dont know anyother position other than linebacker and de/dt i can't play them position being 215 i'll get hammered especially d-end or d-tackle...so i'm gonna have to do some serious thinkin, try-outs aint for awhile anyway
umm so whatelse here i go typin a novel againgotta start writing alil yaknow?...no talk about my gurl life begining to think some of u see me as a hoe and thats not even close to the case!!!
so what y'll doing for new year...as for me its either go to brooklyn and get mad sick!!!!or go to church and repent for the things i did in 2003 thank God for not lettin my ass go to jail(i came pretty damn close with the whole shootin thing)and thank him for my family being alive and healthy and all that..well since i know no other thing during new years than church i think i'll turn down doing all the dances(by the way some new dances are out like shelly belly,mad run e.t.c)and such and go worship oluwa
merry christmas to all my xanga peeps!!!oh and since my buddy list is kinda empty wit all my college frens havin lives here are my screennames i need some luv my buddy list me all naked and shit
aol messenger-quietstormz9..yahoo messenger-silentwessun
i wonder if its safe to leave my s/n on here like that, oh forgot man ah real badd man...badd man nuh tek!! | | |
| Snow killed many a plans for me, but it didn't stop my nigga cheddi from having his bashment on friday!!..and that shit was bashment, it was in E's apartment, it was a good crowd, mostly rider heads and then the shotta niggas from flatbush aint seen them nigga inna minute, enough liquor, nuff bottles of chandon!!(moet) but i wasn't drinking...yes i'm back at it quitting something...i decided not to drink until 2004, people know me i can quit something and stick with it, so they ain't even bother pressuring me, but my nigga leelee though, she went with me but she couldn't resist...she ended up drunk but i didn't liquor to have fun, see this party was the whole madd family reunion with my nigga D(he was stuck in brooklyn) so we got out reggae on all night nuff dances did the thunder clap,the blahzay,the jack hammer(we made it up),madd sick,nah no head,3ree pointer,da wash..a bunch more, but you get my point it was dancin all night, all who went were warned!!if u not into that you gonna be bored, well they knew so we had people just drinkin ahd chillin, tryin to holla, but me, my niggas and the dance team was gettin it...but it was good seeing my nigga cheddi again, since he don't go to rider no more, miss that nigga, miss all my niggas, i'm here with my lil' niggas and they aint shottas like us, they all american with it...they used to call us the foreigners, i luved that nickname haha..anyway this nigga E gonna hit his neighbour in the face, after the dude tried to end the party hahaha, then the white man got all vex talkin about bring him out, i'm like you don't know we got crazy niggas in here..but cheddi talked to him and he cooled out and went back home...i dunno if it was the liquor but susan was talkin some freaky shit in my ear, but i wasn't tryna get carried away cause khaleeqa was over there grilling, i dunno why she aint messin with me so i might as well do me, so i told susan to link up when we get back to school ...got back at like 5:45am...susan called "open the front door"...as i open the door some dude from the track team walks out and see's me open for her, now susan got a man in the track team, i'm over there not givin a fuck laughin, she runs into my room and starts peeping through the window like she 007, but anyway she ended up scared cause she thought she was caught, talkin about she dont wanna do nothin she just wanna sleep now, cause she scared, i'm like you can sleep....umm but not here..so she left, cold bed
SATURDAY-was supposed to go out with ashleigh some gurl from princeton, but ofcourse the snow!!!!, so now i'm bored doing nothing...went to watch a movie with khaleeqa...she gave me a manicure and we watched van winkle i think it was...the most me the that gurl have done is hug, yet she act like we married..i don't get why she movin so slow, all i know is, i'm not tryna get into anything serious with her, she look good and all, but we wont be able to last cause she just i dunno not totally my type like that, and i aint hers either, but yet she says its something that makes her like me..she like the affection always there cuddling,holding hands,feet rubbing type nigga..and i'm moody sometimes i'll be like ewww go away!!! and sometimes i'll be like i want attention so its hard for a dude like me to find someone..i need to get back into work mode, i can't let it fade out i'm almost there...its almost over!!!!...well i got an A in my advertising copy and layout class go me!!, got my E-commerce test tuesday my grade in that class aint too consistent...first test 84, second test 95, third test 70!!,first presentation 90...so i gotta bang this last one out!!!, i'm scurred about my p&o final though which is on the 16th not even gonna tell y'll my grades in that class!!!
i dunno what it is, but i think me and nigerian gurls aint never gonna work out, now the main reason for me joing NR and all them places was to find my friends from back home, and to see what nigerian gurls were all about, cause when i was in nigeria, i didnt really get to that stage yet, so coming here i've been used to like west indians,black americans and hispanics...talked to 2 nigerian gurls on i messed with she was like ugghh!!..we didnt grow up there so she felt that she was on a higher level than others..but she was feelin me though, but she eventually had a man and but we still messed for a minute i wasn't into her like that anyway...and then the rest have been strictly phone conversations(due to distance)and i dunno why..not gonna blame anyone but they dont last, might be me, might be them, might be both but i guess thats just how it is haha maybe i'll let my mom's friend play cupid like she's so eager to do...she got my brother lookin like a peeeeimp but i'm typin too much so BYE Y'LL | | |
| since i don't know how to work that currently playing thing..i'm just type what i'm listening to
Betty Wright-Tonight is the night
Fam Lay-Rock N' Roll
Fam Lay-VA VA
Betty Wright-Woman to Woman
Mr. Vegas-Big tings ah gwaan
Scare Dem Crew-Ah nuh fi wi fault
I'm feeling that betty wright song "tonight is the night"...that is my shit, reminded me of my first time, see the song is about a gurls veerrryyy first time, thought of mine..how some gurl much older than me used me, i felt like shit for months..we was talking she knew i was a virgin even though i played it off, we did it for like a 2weeks or so, and in those 2weeks she wont speak to me unless she wanted to do something..she was 2 yrs older than me and more experienced...but anyway i aint got class till 3:30 so i'm chilling, just got back from the security office these fools wanna paint over my block(our school allows us to paint a block so on mine i got the nigerian flag, my name on it, some stuff written in yoruba, NBK(namebrand killa), my boys names, (fall 2001-spring 2004)scare dem crew madd family..and the school says the NBK is gang related, ever since the shooting these fools been on my dick, but anyway i barked at them and they told me to just take the slash off the "B"...anyway last weeks of school i'm kinda souped!!!..i aint feelin rider no more, talked with khaleeqa she on some "i want you but you don't want me" shit, she tricked me when she asked when last i had sex and my straight forward ass told her and she told me some lie sayin she had sex recently too, this was before thanksgiving, we was talkin via text while i was in class and apparently she was lying, but she confessed to gettin some over the thanksgiving break...now she tellin me she want more than just sex with me.... i'm like nigga please!!..i mean i want a gurl but i can't have a gurl on campus, hellll naaaaah i get irritated easily!! and khaleeqa knows how to irritate me, just wish i can find someone i can stand for more than a month maybe the problem is me...naaaah 
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currently playing
sean paul ft sahsa-still in love
this is my CHUNE here, whenever i hear this song just wanna joe grind on some tick gyal..gotta go to the reggae bashment on sunday...cheddi my homie having a birthday party at E's crib, hopefully some bashment gurls from flatbush will be there and this song playing!!
It is good to listen in class sha..just walked in the freezin windy cold to class come to find out the shit is cancelled..teacher in there with a grin talkin about i said it in the last class but i think u was sleeping
my knee is acting up again, could this mean it is finally time for surgery i sure hope not!!!...word is the school got undercover cops watchin me, i'm like these niggas is takin this incident abit TOO FAR..well i'm sure its not me they are watchin but like 4-5white people have told me this and i know white people are jus paranoid, but 2 blacks told me also, so now i'm vex haha i think its funny though considering i'ma 100% illegal free, but its funny cause now i'm grilling everyone around me | | |
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